I'll gave myself a break
take a break look around
clear my heads and think about what I really want
Is this what I really want?
my life, my job, the realtionship, and my friends....
there'll just so much to think of
these days I look at myself
what's happening to me
what's gone into me
I'm lost....
somthing worng with me
it's not like I'm not happy
it's just I really need to stop at once
clear up things so better to see my future
think the right direction
I gota do somthing to it
I would like to find my way out
I missed school... cause there is things that plants ahead for you
alot going on and you don't really need to find out what's next
I guess I am lost cause I don't really know what's gonna happen next
have been working for the passed 5 months
with somthing that I don't even know if I like it or not
guess I was tring out new things
maybe that really does not work out right for me
I'm sorry that I have putting alot of motional feelings to some of the people around me
too perceptual
I really need my rational perasonality back
I was cool with things
I am though....
so that's gota come back
I need a job, things that could put myself together again
maybe realtionships isn't the first thing to me always
I guess I should of know that
right now I know one things I really wanted
earn alot of money so I could get the f...k away from my folks
it's not like I hate being here or anything
it is always what I want
maybe that's how I feel really with myself
I want to be success in whatever I'm doing
I'm just not finding it
I am what I am
and things I like to do can fill that in for me
the emptyness, the feeling loney inside of me could be taken away as well
I'm not mad, I'm just worry
I'm not sad, I'm just lost
there'll just tings really missing out
I want to see myslef busy again
I like that
doing somthing living in my little world without anyone
it's really nice like that
cause I could get alot of things form it
whenever I spend times on things i loved
none stop no sleeps, no resting
and then after I'm done with it I feel alive
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